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Cellar Dweller

by paranoisiac

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1.
Paranoise 05:48
this is making me nervous so many secrets under the surface and they don't want to be found i'll never go down so far with you cuz i know they're watching me too a premonition of oceans deadly waves wash up deadlier sand i'll never go down so far with you cuz i know they're watching me too follow the money see where it goes where it runs and now you're gone i'll never go down so far with you cuz i know they're watching me too am i just too paranoid? how do you keep yourself out of the void when you can't even tell the signals from the noise
2.
I don't really understand where I'm supposed to land I never read the instruction book Didn't even know where to look now i'm looking for comrades but i don't think they're looking for me we are the isolati we're gonna save the world with our lonely schemes i'll never meet you what did you want to do? now I'm on the side of the road thought I could grow up without getting old but there's only so much time in the space you can fold now I'm off my beat I can barely see and that's how it used to be
3.
you’ve got to be kidding me take a look at yourself and dust it off you've got to relearn that dance you used to know it so well i know it's been a long time just a little more to go and you’ll be on your way through that sparkling door, its gonna be okay don't believe the imposters or anything they say they'll just play out any scene to get in your way you have terrible habits but who's keeping track these days? take 'em all and walk away you don't owe anything don't believe the imposters or anything they say they'll just play out any scene to get in your way there's a whole wide world out there and you want it all so don't believe the imposters
4.
when the great green lord gave us a riddle to solve we thought so hard our brains dissolved taking it over from there crawling through just about anywhere oh valkyrie i nearly brought you home but i didn't know how far you'd go the dangers were told of these streets we roam but how could i know how far you'd go trouble it comes and trouble it knows just another thing we can't control but i'll keep my eyes open you keep watch and maybe tonight this will finally stop valkyrie i nearly brought you home but i didn't know how far you'd go the dangers were told of these streets we roam but how could i know how far you'd go but its still my fight you can stay by my side its impossible to keep it from you
5.
i like that you don't mind when i grind the espresso beans too fine and then the coffee looks like slime some day we'll find the right grind i like that i can't read your mind and i like how we waste all our time even when i'm hard to find i know you'll hold me when i'm shy and i like how i love you i like your shoes and how you walk around the place i like your taste in music and i also like your face lets get out of here and find some better space cuz i like how i love you
6.
look at you all dressed up in your incredible suit of armor take this trinket protect it with your life i know the road looks long, dark, and dreary but you show no fear and i have every ounce of faith in your return so keep your head lifted keep your limbs and keep your spirits intact i'll never send you out to retrieve anything you couldn't carry back light the candles and i'll draw your card the morning flames bring a new beginning and you can see the stars keep your head lifted keep your limbs and keep your spirits intact i'll never send you out to retrieve anything you couldn't carry back
7.
don’t want to think about my wasted potential that kind of thing drives me up the wall and once I’m up there i lose my balance nothing down here to catch my fall’ don’t wanna think about it don’t wanna think about it what else can i do? living in such serious days don’t want to think about how it could have been better that’s the kind of thing that wastes my time sometimes the past is just an epilogue for some stranger’s boring life all the wasted potential in the world couldn't buy me a decent suit and all the wasted potential in the world you'd think i'd have something better to do
8.
A Good Year 02:21
when you take it all into account its been a good year when you take it all into account its been a pretty good couple of years beyond all the toxicity beyond all the ugliness you see its been a pretty good year wait 'til you see what's next you could tell me all of the secrets of the universe you could tell me all the secrets of the universe it would go over my head right now nothing as important as what i've found when you take it all into account its been a good year
9.
count back from ten its just you and no one else what are you gonna do by yourself? kick it up kick up the dust this is the opening the last chance you have after this it gets real bad take it slow but look out its got to go so take it up lift it up take off before you find yourself planted too deep i know it seems like that weight is too much to lift without getting crushed but before it drags you down pick it up kick it up kick up the dust here's the situation now you have no hope but to kick it up, pick it up your legs are broken and bound but if you don't move you will begin to rust so count back from ten and just kick up the dust just kick up the dust kick it up kick off the dust you have no hope but to kick off the dust
10.
Pollen 04:42
i hate this air it has me moving slow moving so slowly and i can’t think if i can barely breathe i recall the ghosts of the underworld beneath and the way its pollen clogs up my ESP now i salt the earth with you a fallen god i knew my prayer ignored is answered by itself couldn't remember what i said what i wrote here if its dead forever a last request and if you're rotting now i hope you know i never lost faith but who's the fool i salt the earth with you a fallen god i knew would crawl back to the shadows and never haunt anyone else is this even my world to talk about my song to sing aloud or just my end to bring about what did i do to lose it all? what did you do to lose yourself? before the rest could dry it out? i could fall down with you right into the void if i could only hear the signals through the noise

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recorded entirely in my basement with one guitar, one microphone, a midi keyboard and the intro version to Ableton

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released September 1, 2023

all songs written & produced by Cody Ray Shafer

cover photo by Lizzy Shake

special thanks to Lizzy and Abby

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paranoisiac St. Louis, Missouri

PARANOISIAC blends post-punk and psych-rock influences with lo-fi synth experiments, layered with chaotic guitar licks and dizzying atmospheres amid lyrics dealing with isolation, disinformation, mysticism, and video games.

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